To my girls:

I just want you to know that no matter what happens that I love you with all my heart, You all three are the most wonderful thing that I ever have, having you inside me was just amazing, feeling your hearts and your kicks and your hiccups was a new great experience, I love you so much, I really don't know why you choose me to be your mom, but I'm grateful but you need to know that I'm the most imperfect human being in the whole entire world, I have so many defects, I cry tons! and I always scared of everything, I know I can be strong but I want you to know that no matter what you are always my princesses and mommy will try her best everyday, I will do my best so you can have everything you need, I will do my best so you will be the best you can be, remember always that everything that I do NOW I do it for you! and there's nothing I won't do for you, you are my strength, my life, my now, my future,my everything, without you It won't be me.

Now I know you are 3 and mommy is just one, but my heart is even bigger than all you 3 put them together and my love is and it will be bigger than any one's, I love you for who you are, and I just want you to be happy, I want you to do good, I want you to choose what is right and the best for you, I love you so much, thanks again for choosing me as your mom!

Love
Mommy

I'm thankful

This week I just heard really terrible news from my mommy of triplets friends, one of them lost her husband he died caused of a terrible cancer, and a couple of days ago a friend of mine posted in her Facebook status the condition of a mommy of triplets who was going into labor at 26 weeks of her pregnancy and in labor lost one of their little angels and having two little ones in the NICU and that early it is just so hard to imagine all the trials that those babies have to go through.

I feel blessed because even thou I have trials and they are hard, I do have all 3 of my babies, I am thankful they are healthy, I am thankful they didn't came into this world that early, I am thankful they just spent 5 weeks at the NICU and now I have them every night next to me, I am thankful these three little baby girls are in my life and they teach me so much, I am thankful to be a mom, I am so thankful I can hug and kiss goodnight each of my babies, I am thankful I see them cry, play, smile, sleep and breath every day of my life.

I can't imagine my life without them, I can't even remember how my life used to be when they weren't here, and for that I am thankful for having these little three angels that Heavenly Father sent me to become a better person.

The real meaning of Beauty

Since I was a kid I always wanted to be beautiful, I always though that wearing my mom's make up will make me pretty! I was so happy when I became 14, and someone gave me my first real make up case! I actually had a lip-stick and eye shadows, I grow up and I started working and I always care about my make-up bag, I always had to have my make-up on, I used to spend hours trying to create new make-up styles, and I tried to learn how to make my eyes smoky and how to combine colors! I am happy that I love make-up but I realized that real beauty is not what you create with make-up, I know real beauty is something more than expensive MAC eye-shadows on your face, I love my make-up, but when I see my babies when I give them baths I see real beauty, they are the defination of Beautiful, I always though you have to have long- curl eye lashes to be beautiful, you have to have the right eye shadow, and please don't forget about the hair, I see my babies when they are sleepy and they are just beautiul, they eye-lashes are just in the right place, I am in love now with the natural beauty of their faces and the messy hair that they have, I love their little noses, and the shape of their lips I am now in love with my babies faces and that's the real meaning of Beauty.

(from left to right: Hailey-Ashley down: Kelly)

20 Things people do and say...

1. Really? triplets? how did you do this? really do I have to answer this?
2. Where they all in your belly? No I got them in the mail
3. Oh man your life must suck! At least I have one
4. Hahaha, I am lucky I am not you! Yeah me too
5. And I thought my life sucked with one.
6. Do triplets run in your family?
7. Did you do fertility drugs? no
8. Aren't you at least glad You are not the octo-mom?
9. You have your hands full.
10. Can I take a picture/video of your babies? (stranger) really? why? would you ask any mom that?
11. Can I hold your baby? (stranger at the mall) NO!
12. Are they all girls? (Babies in a PINK stroller)
13. Oh they are adorable! but It has to be hard!
14. Oh you are so lucky! or not?
15. Are you going to have your own tv-show?
16. I bet you don't get any sleep! Thanks for remind me that
17. You can do it!
18. At least they are cute!
19. If I were you I won't get out of my house
20. Wow you really have bad luck!

I'm not super MOM!

I think if I were super mom, I would probably have super powers like: to clap and make my girls sleep or feed 3 babies without hands! Sometimes I really think I wish I can have super powers, then I come back to reality and I have to run to warm the bottles and swaddle a baby and start feeding her, sometimes I wish would take me less than 1/2hr feed all three, sometimes they want to eat at the same time, and yeah you probably think that it is the easy way so I will be done sooner, but really It is not, because babies have to burp and I have to stop them in the middle of it then continue feeding them it takes the same amount of minutes or hrs, I really like to feed one at the time, I feel like they have more mommy time, but yeah I am not a super mom, I am just lucky to be a mom of triplets, it is a blessing a hard one, but it give me so much, I talked to a lady yesterday and she was asking me how do I do this everyday? and I said I don't know I just do it, I did have some trainning at the NICU but it is not the same, you don't have a nurse at home, telling you is ok or not, being a mom is a job a full time one, I think it is the hardest job I ever have, but I know I have my 3 babies for a reason, I love them with all my heart, but yeah I am not super mom, but yeah I tried to be everyday!